#14

a fox in a moment of magic little beams of light to deeply connect to the world in a way others can’t asks the question which way to go directions asks itself there is no fear of choosing the wrong way the world is an opportunity yes it walks stepping into the uncomfortable space to…

#9

symptoms: constantly running in some respects a good thing constantly turning and thinking and speculating you try to hold it in your mind but it transforms into something else diagnosis: i see now that you have trouble being stationary do you feel as though you are carrying something you can’t get rid of? an invisible…

#5

more confused than angry more stuffed away than needing to speak more afraid of meaning than feeling more resentful than righteous more betrayed than mistrustful more disgusted than indulgent more agitated more disappointed more hurt more angry about the understanding than the experiencing such a fleeting moment it lingers longer than is comfortable then is…

Catalyst of change

I’ve been thinking a lot about healing and I suppose whatever the opposite of that is. I’ll go with destruction– that seems to be pretty far from what I understand healing to be. Once, at work, it was a stressful day and a co-worker was talking about this experience she had where she was the…

my adventure

begins with a long road i picture myself lifted up floating i know i can do this now! and my vision pierces through light and dark like an arrow that doesn’t land there is no end

pay attention

to the way in which despite the cuts from endless sources the emerging growth an interruption of thought glimmers softly along your walk please pay close attention

Commitment

I took a trip to Minnesota recently that came with a lot of unexpected detours. I went to celebrate my grandmother's 90th birthday and as the second stop on the Jwanouskos Ramos Wedding Celebration Tour. We had an amazing time seeing the beautiful lakes and forest areas. So green compared to California! However, the time…

growing

leaves like feathers cupped up to the sky collecting moisture raindrops from the sky little needles reaching and stretching  the tree keeps growing up to the sky and when the wind brushes through the tree  it feels a sense of ease one of many  who will eventually touch the sky who will be able to…

to that which inspires me

so elusive mysterious wandering some days you come in and out  some days it is truly difficult to face you the consistency makes it easier you like consistency and yet you get bored and move on  unless i keep it interesting for you i’m so happy to greet you i just want to be there…

leaf

glossy leaf with ridges that look like ribbon gives protection against all kinds of negativity green is the color of healing  leaves that cool and wrap  leaves that contain wisdom of millions of years each year  returning to the same forgotten mysteries to unwravel and smooth the cord the connection to the past yes, leaves…