#6

i don’t care who gets the ring who wears it who has the lamps and the cleaning supplies and don’t you know there are hearts now everywhere? like the kind that said hellooooo and after a long yawn and that the stuff is no longer here i don’t care split it a million ways and…

#5

more confused than angry more stuffed away than needing to speak more afraid of meaning than feeling more resentful than righteous more betrayed than mistrustful more disgusted than indulgent more agitated more disappointed more hurt more angry about the understanding than the experiencing such a fleeting moment it lingers longer than is comfortable then is…

patiently 

waking up from a coma forgetting where the door handle is  yes, the one that can get you out into the the light how bright and warm it is how different it is to be  reflected in the light smiling what does this feel like? how long have i been under? how long have i…

what i really mean to say

yea… i think most of the time  you’re not going to understand anything i’m talking about this is me reflecting my experience  which is only slightly annoying  only slightly annoying because it’s slightly disappointing  only slightly disappointing because i suppose i just assume too much  i only assume too much – like i’ve got high…

a song for returning

we are coming back coming back into ourselves remembering the past remembering who we used to be we are remembering how to walk softly treading the earth with care with every step there is a chance  to shift deeper into the ground we walk upon we are coming back to understanding where we are from…

growing pains

sometimes i think that when i tirn corners in my life when i turn and drift into the curve and suddenly you are neither here nor there you are you are in between and in this space nausea  discomfort  a feeling of faint but i’m still standing remembering that what is painful is real and…