#5

more confused than angry more stuffed away than needing to speak more afraid of meaning than feeling more resentful than righteous more betrayed than mistrustful more disgusted than indulgent more agitated more disappointed more hurt more angry about the understanding than the experiencing such a fleeting moment it lingers longer than is comfortable then is…

Writing Progress

“…previously, my process of writing mostly involved swirling down the drain of imposter syndrome while simultaneously self-flagellating until the deed was done enough. After a recovery period of varying length, I’d say, ‘hmm there must be an easier way.'”

go-to song

my go-to song on play volume up don’t care how often i play it because it’s never enough song will always go and i have no favorite part because it is all my favorite  i listen and i am whole again there is no other music song makes me look to the heavens question my…

play this song for strength of vision

bounce this song will hypnotize this is the song you tell your problems to it is a patient listener but don’t surprised if it moves around while you talk it has things to do as you are in the same room as this song you notice your heartbeat begins to slow until the guitar enters…

playing songs

i have a song with cello it contains samples its beat is slow and soothing  there is a piano that plays and feels like a dark lit lounge an ethereal singer’s voice floats warmly  the air in this song… i can’t tell if it’s foggy or smokey  but it is thick light gets caught in…

power of music

music flows from the windows and the bad notes fall flat to ground stick to the walls with their sharp edges digging into the deep parts of soul and hitting high notes that might make weaker folk faint from the lack of security with the intensity if feeling that sound that voice carries across ocean…

song

like a boat at sea middle of the ocean swaying there’s a certain kind of pull from the ground and yet you could be miles above the land water the silence that comes isn’t silent but rather the lack of chatter and what you hear instead is a song

the place of hidden echoes

there’s a place few know about it’s a special place where sound  echoes into forever it gets etched into time it’s a place where you can shout at the top of your lungs you can tell the world anything in this place and voice reverberates across land across water it echoes and barks back at…

favorite song

favorite song comes on  static electricity  and the people that know say yes hands outstretched to the sky lights turn to blue flash to magenta now’s the time for your best dance moves or sometimes you just sit back and smile arms laced in back of your head close your eyes nod to the beat…

inside music

in my favorite kind of music  sometimes you can see space birds flying with sparkly rainbow tails  paint the sky fire red bubbles drift up from the ocean  yellow blue and purple  like a fizzy drink and birds sing love songs to each other songs of togetherness like how drifting and swooping  through the magical…